Off the Deep End

It is scary how much I am already invested in these babies (or baby) and I haven't even had my blood drawn to verify. After lunch with my girlfriend yesterday, I rather shiftily headed toward the high-end baby shops to do some lurking. I simply couldn't help myself. I have started reading all the product reviews at the BRU website, and plan to consult Consumer Reports for carseat/stroller/other gear info. So pretty much, I am no holds barred, balls to the wall, well over the edge ready to have a baby. Definitely off the deep end.

I am a tad worried though about the menstrual like cramps that I had earlier. Not so much today, but the past few days, since the books say to let your doctor know about any menstrual like cramps. I hear it's normal, it's not normal; seems like a crapshoot to me. I am not sure if I will have a date with the dildocam tomorrow or not. I think it is just review of the cycle, get the final grades of the embryos, etc.